Halloween

For me halloween is really fun. I love dressing up. :3
Not to mention my costume rocks.

So anyways I'm also kinda mad about it. I was suppose to spend Halloween with my boyfriend watching scary movies. D:<


Well now I'm stuck going to my school's Halloween Party. Did I mention it's sponsored by our Music Department? Wow. Yea sure there will be costume contests and stuff.

But eh. Usually when something is sponsored by a bunch of goodie goodie Band nerd parents I'm not sure if it'll be THAT much fun.


Another thing I like about Halloween is the movies and shows. Like ABC Family is showing Edward Scissorhands tonight. That is like one of the best movies ever! I hope a channel is showing Charlie Brown's halloween movie tho.
Which btw does anyone know a channel that is? Haha.

Well I'm going to go now. Happy Halloween my pretties! *witch laugh* xD

Song: This Is Halloween
Artist: Marilyn Mansion
Album: Nightmare Revisited

(One more thing...anyone notice that some stores already have Christmas decorations for sale...WTF!? D:<)

Falling In Love at a Coffee Shop

Lol actually it was band camp. But still.
Last night I found myself listening to Falling In Love at a Coffee Shop by Landon Pigg.
(It was from that AT&T commercial about the guy who goes around the world but leaves behind his girlfriend tehe :3)
Anyways I was also staring at pics of him I have on my phone.

And I realized I miss him a lot that it hurts. I haven't seen him ever since my Homecoming. And that's been a while. I'm starting to wish I transfered to his school. But that's risky because the only way I can is if I can get kicked out.
But then I don't want to leave behind my friends here for the rest of the year. D:

I've loved him the most out of any other guy I've known. Yet I barely see him. This sucks. D:<
I was suppose to go with him to the Pumpkin Patch but his dad doesn't like me. So that's out of the question.

Stupid boyfriend's parents. D:<

Song: Falling In Love at a Coffee Shop
Artist: Landon Pigg
Album: Falling In Love at a Coffee Shop-Single

Birthday Sex! :D

Okies not exactly birthday "sex." It's just my birthday! Well it's my birthday tomorrow but I get to hang with a friend at the mall today. Party! :D I'm super excited cos I'm finally 15! :3

Even though earlier this week, on Monday I think, I forgot the date so I had absolutely no clue it was my birthday soon haha.

I love my birthday. Not because it's my birthday or the presents or the cheesecake or the attention. But my birthday is in my favorite season Fall. I love Fall because of Halloween and I get to dress up and show Kenna-style to things. Also because I just love the smell of it and the leaves falling and leaf piles. Oh! And pumpkin patches. This year I already know I'm going to 2 patches. With my boyfriend's family and my family.

I know I didn't say it in the last blog I talked about going with my boyfriend's family but I'm going to be out really late cos his family wants to do a bonfire type thing at his aunt's house. Like they are doing it the old fashion way (I think...?). They dig a fire ring into the ground and put rocks around the fire ring and use sticks and all to make the fire. I personally think that would be cool cos well I like to look at fire and I've never seen fire made that way except for in cartoons.

So yea that's basically it. :]
I hope you all have a fantastic Saturday and Sunday. I love you all. xD
Buh-bye pretties :3

Oh shyt! O:

Total random again.
But uhm...

My boyfriend came to my homecoming with me!!! :D
I went to his but it was seriously boring and Brandon got emotional cos he kept seeing me and Jeff having such a good time.
Poor Brandon D':

Anyways homecoming. I had to do SO much shit to get him here. (Only to find out I didn't have to do all of it..! D:<) AND it took major work trying to find him. -_-
But it was fun. We danced our hearts out. :3
Of course my legs are so paying for it right now. D:

Kaelyb also called me last night. It was a total accident but me and him started talking and it was nice. Like old times. x3


But also last night my friend Lacie was a total bitch! D:<
Like basically the only thing that mattered to her AT ALL was her date, Nate. He doesn't even give a shit about her and I know she's gonna get hurt. I'm wondering if I should even care at all when she does get hurt cos she was a total bitch. Like yea the regular was kinda annoying from time to time. But I would rather have that Lacie than the Lacie I saw last night.
At school Monday we all thought about ignoring her. Most likely...we will...And I wouldn't feel guilty one bit cos she screwed up her relationship with us. No one is to blame but her.

It also pissed me off that when Lacie tried to get close to her friends, Nate acted like something was wrong so she would go back to him. D:<

(Hahaha I saw them kissing last night btw and I started gagging so badly I could've sworn I was gonna throw up no joke. It also happened again when I saw her grinding him...My Eyes!!! Dx)

So yea...main thing is Homecoming was great last night except for the bitchy friend. :D

I'ma go now. Bye loves! :]

It's been too long darlings :]

How's everyone doing?

I am swell. :D

Cos...*drum roll*
I gots a new boyfriend! x3
It's my ex-boyfriend's best friend. Which some people say that's a bad thing to do. o.O
But my boyfriend, Jeff, is like the deepest relationship I've had. I'm feeling things with him that I've never felt before. I love him so much than I have ever loved anyone. But Brandon (my ex and his friend) tells me he still isn't over me. And I'm thinking "Wtf? If you aren't over me then why'd you agree to break up with me?" And he said he doesn't know wat he wants right now.

But besides that everything is swell. Sophomore year is going...it's just going haha. And Homecomig and Spirit Week are next week. Whoot! Haha

Well I'm just making this blog short cos well...nothing has really happened. Which I guess is a good thing :]

Bye Bye meh Luhvers xD

Maybe I'm Dreaming...

Okies I know I'm overdue for a blog. But lately I got inspired by Phoenix's blog "August Dreams." Check her blog out. She's an amazing blogger. :]

But anyways with school and thoughts and guy stuff happening a lot with me lately I'm trying to figure out the best route for me. Like "Wat guy would make me the happiest and not hurt me?" or "Should I bother studying even tho I'm good enough for this class anyway..?"

Cos there are like...I dunno. All I know is there's more than 5 guys who want me right now. Some are for sex. Some love. Some just like me out of the blue 85-ish% chance I'm gonna choose love. xD Maybe for the guys that like me. I don't know. :/ All I know is I don't want a guy who just wants me for my body. Like how pathetic is that? I really don't think you can be any shallower than that. It's just stupid. Which is why I'm not choosing the guys that want me for sex. I believe in loving/liking a person for who they are. Like for example I dated this drug addict back in 7th grade. People were all like "Wtf? Why are you dating Cody?" and they just didn't get it. If they saw past the stoner they would've seen a really nice guy. Sure me and him met on a blind date set up by ours friends but I'm glad I gave him a chance. :]


And now school. I'm trying so hard to get into Doane College in Crete, NE. It's a perfect school for me where I can become a psychologist. And colleges like lots of math classes. Which is why I'm taking TWO math classes this year and then taking College Algebra for my Junior Year. I dunno if I want to take a math class my senior year. :/ Not to mention I'm taking lots of College Credit classes my Senior Year and doing loads of extra-curricular activities. See Doane is a good Performing Arts college. Note that I am in Drama, Choir, Band, and Speech. :D Which would help me cos this college gives out scholarships just for being in pep band! o.O That's like 10 years of College for me! o.O

And then how I'm going to get to my favorite city ever to live. Akron, Ohio!

Oh gosh. I'm in over my head. @_@

Song: God Help The Girl
Artist: God Help The Girl
Album: God Help The Girl

(wow... xD)

You're killing me smalls!

School started for me Monday..
(Fuck!!)
Like it's only the first week and already I'm tired of it D:

It's only the first week and already I'm having drama. ):
Guy drama, friend drama, family drama.

I hate being a teenager D:
Too much drama. ):


And the fact that sophmore year I have tons of homework D8
And I had to get a new locker >_>
And Mike is already after me again D':

He won't leave me alone Dx
He forced me to walk home with him.. o.o
(Can that count as harassment? >_>)

Haha I wish...wait...he bit me.. >_>
I could try to get him in trouble but I doubt it would do anything o.O



Gosh this is so random.
I wish I had a Saturday night life xD
But then again I'm overdue for a blog..

Hows everyone doin tonight!? ;D xD
*boredom!!!*

dear lord.. xD

Song: Big Bang Theory Theme
Artist: The Barenaked Ladies
Album: Big Bang Theory Theme-Single