Maybe I'm Dreaming...

Okies I know I'm overdue for a blog. But lately I got inspired by Phoenix's blog "August Dreams." Check her blog out. She's an amazing blogger. :]

But anyways with school and thoughts and guy stuff happening a lot with me lately I'm trying to figure out the best route for me. Like "Wat guy would make me the happiest and not hurt me?" or "Should I bother studying even tho I'm good enough for this class anyway..?"

Cos there are like...I dunno. All I know is there's more than 5 guys who want me right now. Some are for sex. Some love. Some just like me out of the blue 85-ish% chance I'm gonna choose love. xD Maybe for the guys that like me. I don't know. :/ All I know is I don't want a guy who just wants me for my body. Like how pathetic is that? I really don't think you can be any shallower than that. It's just stupid. Which is why I'm not choosing the guys that want me for sex. I believe in loving/liking a person for who they are. Like for example I dated this drug addict back in 7th grade. People were all like "Wtf? Why are you dating Cody?" and they just didn't get it. If they saw past the stoner they would've seen a really nice guy. Sure me and him met on a blind date set up by ours friends but I'm glad I gave him a chance. :]


And now school. I'm trying so hard to get into Doane College in Crete, NE. It's a perfect school for me where I can become a psychologist. And colleges like lots of math classes. Which is why I'm taking TWO math classes this year and then taking College Algebra for my Junior Year. I dunno if I want to take a math class my senior year. :/ Not to mention I'm taking lots of College Credit classes my Senior Year and doing loads of extra-curricular activities. See Doane is a good Performing Arts college. Note that I am in Drama, Choir, Band, and Speech. :D Which would help me cos this college gives out scholarships just for being in pep band! o.O That's like 10 years of College for me! o.O

And then how I'm going to get to my favorite city ever to live. Akron, Ohio!

Oh gosh. I'm in over my head. @_@

Song: God Help The Girl
Artist: God Help The Girl
Album: God Help The Girl

(wow... xD)