Am I too odd?

Well yea I know I'm not the most normal girl around. Very far from it actually.

There are lots of people who love me cos I'm psychotic.
But others..not necessarily "hate" me. But they don't care for me. And some are jealous, I know they are.

Imagine if people knew how I wanted to die and how I thought of my death.

I want to die by falling from a great height. I do not see it as suicide. Suicide is when you kill yourself because you think there is no way out. I know there is a way out, but this is how I want to die. Not right now of course...

Kira knows how I think of it and she's the same too. (I think she still is? o:)
Jeff doesn't want me to do it though. He thinks it's bad. It's not like I'm doing it soon. (As I said before..) I'll do it when I know it's my time.

Or how my way of having fun is weird to people. (Yea..T.P.-ing the girls' bathroom during lunch is fun. Plotting the demise of certain people is also fun.)


So tell me...

Why are people so judgemental? Why can't a lot of people accept one another?

Because we are human...