Truly.

I'm so incredibly alone.

Sometimes because of my age. In the sophomore class but really suppose to be a freshman. Everyone else starts driving during sophomore year. But not Kenna! D:<

Other times it's cos of my parents. Always thinking I'm the person I was a little bit over a year ago. Always sneaking out and going behind their backs. I'm not. D': So because they think that I rarely go out of town for more than a few hours with friends.

I wish I had a best friend who lived in town. Terra's the only best friend I can trust a lot of the times. Atleast she won't go behind my back and spread out my secrets. But she lives in Douglas. Long ways away.

I can trust Amber a lot of times too. But then usually Dessi or Natasha have to take her away from me.


And that PISSES me off!!
Amber was my friend first! They always take the friends I made first.

Aaron, Allen, Brandon, Amber, the list goes on.

Yea sure I've taken maybe 1 or 2 of their friends. I can't make a really good friend without them running off with them. Why can't they make their own friends? I promise not to steal them.


Partly debating on staying best friends with them. I dunno. Probably not. Kinda attached but not really.


I guess I'm just spewing out my feelings right now. No one really to talk to. Friday night and some people can go hang out with friends.


Another feelings I'm having is Jeff. Where IS he!?
I haven't talked to him in like over a week.

I know he has soccer practice but it doesn't last that long. And I'm sure he doesn't have THAT much homework..

I miss him too much. ):



I think I'm gonna end this blog now.
Night everyone..