#8

A photo of your favorite band/musician.

#7

A photo of someone I love. My boyfriend. :D

2 Days Until Christmas...

And I just got out of school today. Nope. We couldn't be like all the other schools and start break last Friday. Had to save as many snow days as possible.

Too bad there is no fecking snow!!! D:<
Every Christmas I dream for a white one. And we probably won't. 9 years ago we didn't have snow for 7 years. And then for the past 2 Christmas's we did. And now we probably won't again for another 7 years. :/

It's sad really.

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas.

Happy Holidays everyone. (:

See how I didn't say Merry Christmas? It's cos someone could be Jewish. Or whatever the hell you have to be to celebrate Kwanzaa. :D

#6

A photo that makes me laugh.

#5

A photo of me.

#4

A photo of the last place I went to on holiday.

Myrtle Beach. Summer 2010.

#3

A photo that makes me happy.

#2

A photo of myself a year ago...

:]

Collection of Photos

I found some girl on Daily Booth doing this. So I figured I'll do it on here :D

[-] 1. Your facebook profile photo.
[ ] 2. A photo of yourself a year ago.
[ ] 3. A photo that makes you happy.
[ ] 4. A photo of the last place you went on holiday.
[ ] 5. A photo of you.
[ ] 6. A photo that makes you laugh.
[ ] 7. A photo of someone you love.
[ ] 8. A photo of your favourite band/musician.
[ ] 9. A photo of your family.
[ ] 10. A photo of you as a baby.
[ ] 11. A photo of your favourite film(s).
[ ] 12. A photo of you.
[ ] 13. A photo of your best friend(s).
[ ] 14. A photo of one of your favourite family members.
[ ] 15. A photo of you and someone you love.
[ ] 16. A photo of you at the last party you went to.
[ ] 17. A drunk photo of you.
[ ] 18. A photo of one of your classes.
[ ] 19. A photo of you on a school trip.
[ ] 20. A photo of something you enjoy doing.
[ ] 21. A photo of you standing up.
[ ] 22. A photo of your town.
[ ] 23. A photo of your friend as a baby.
[ ] 24. A photo of you that your hair looks nice in.
[ ] 25. A photo of a night you loved.
[ ] 26. A photo of your favourite weekend.
[ ] 27. A photo of last summer.
[ ] 28. A photo of what you ate today.
[ ] 29. A photo of someone you find attractive.
[ ] 30. A photo of you when you were happy

My Facebook profile pic :D

Updates :D

So we had our play. It went well. Then we went to perform it in front of judges...It sucked... >:P

We find out how we did tomorrow. We never do amazing. Last year the only thing that stopped us from getting last was because the people who got last weren't off script.

Another thing, I got a DailyBooth. It seems quite fun. :D

Love Art

Oh wow. I found this new artist that I love there Kat Von D's website. His name is Kevin Llewellyn :D

That is all. Life is good. Drama is a bitch. Yadde yadde ya.

Updation Station :P

Updation isn't a word is it? Knew it.

Anyways Monday was my 16th birthday. Right now I'm suppose to be driving my little purple bug (: But it's in a shop in Lincoln right now. It probably won't be back for another week or 2. Until then, driving my step dad's car. Better than nothing. :D

Another update is boyfriend stuff. I went to his homecoming Friday night. It was amazing. :D
Especially cos it's the first time I've seen him with his braces. Sucks to be him. :P

Speaking of homecoming, I did not go to mine. My boyfriend couldn't go with me so I'm like "Screw this." So I went to Neb City and ended up getting caught. :P

Also, Drama started Monday. I was late the first day because of car troubles. Mrs. Brockman basically said I can control when my car breaks down and that it wasn't an excuse to be late. Can anyone control that? Probably not... And then it broke down Wednesday too and that time instead of 5 minutes late I was 20 minutes late. So I don't know if I'll get a part this year or not. D: If not, oh well I can be Set Crew and mess around the entire time. Also if I don't get a part I don't have to go to practice after school until they use the stage. So for me it's win/win. (:

There could be more updates but it's just a bunch of high school drama bullshit. And I honestly don't care about it so..why would I talk about it? :D

Things have been alright lately. I'll blog more later.

(:

I Hate Drama.

Really. It's annoying that she will choose her man-whore boyfriend over the people who are suppose to protect her from guys like that.

I'm done with her.

Bye bye (:

One Year.

So I didn't talk about this in the blog I posted yesterday. Mainly cos that blog was to inform the readers that I started Junior Year today. Which btw, wasn't bad at all. Kinda awesome being a T.A. for a teacher that actually likes me. (:

But anyways. The 15th was me and Jeff's year anniversary. We couldn't spend it together tho cos he sucks at driving and drove into a ditch and was fixing his car that day. :P But he came over here Wednesday and we all went to the fair. :D (I almost had a panic attack on the ferris wheel D':)
But then afterwards we got off and just hung out in the grass by a tree. (: Then he gave me a ring. That idiot. Told him to never get me anything again. >:/ I'll have to beat him. xD Even if the ring is pretty. Kellie and Lacie all congratulated him for not listening to me.

But anyways it was really fun to see him. (:
And I still lahv him so mush. :D

Well that be it. Bye. :]

School Year 2010-2011

So tomorrow I begin my Junior Year.
I want it to be better than my last 2 years of high school.


Wish me luck. (:

<3

This Bitch Is Dead.

She's coming back.
She hates it in Alabama. Obviously this is God saying "Kenna. Go kick her ass."

I found out she made up lies about our fight to her mom. She lied to her mom saying that I made all this shit up to start something cos I was "bored."

Why the fuck would I do that!?


She would stay down there if she was smart. But then again she was never that smart. I mean come on. She talked shit about a psycho bitch that can easily kick her ass. (:

I'm pumped. Even if she does switch to NCHS I'll still see her and put her in the hospital. :D

Heh. I will savor kicking her ass. :]

Amends

Kaelyb and I have made amends.
2 blog posts will be missing.

That is all.

It's Midnight,

Yea. I'ts like 12:45 am.
I got my junior year class schedule!!!
Yay! I got everything I wanted this year. (:

1st Period: Strength and Fitness-Mr. Hrabik.
2nd Period: English 3-Mrs. Brockman.
3rd Period: College Algebra-Mrs. Pester.
4th Period: Chorus-Ms. Poe.
5th Period: American History-Mr. Sayer.
6th Period: Human Anatomy-Mrs. Volkmer.
7th Period: T.A. for Mrs. Brockman.
8th Period: Spanish 3: Mrs. Mohr.

I really want my Junior Year to be amazing. (:
I've made progress this past year.

I don't carve anymore.
I've made so many new and fantastic friends.
I've got an amazing boyfriend.

No more drama. Just peace, love, and partying. ;D
Hahaha.

Goodnight everyone. (: <3

Let's Blow This Popsicle Stand.

Ugh. The closer it gets to the time I leave for Las Vegas, the more excited I'm getting. It's a little less than 2 years away and I'm way too pumped. D:
But it will be amazing. Not to mention that when I'm done in Las Vegas I might have to go to Missouri for a day or 2 to be in my friend's wedding. I think it's in Missouri. o:

But he's getting married at 20 and his fiancee Heather is going to be 18 when the wedding comes. And I sit here thinking "Isn't that a little young?"
Honestly I wouldn't marry Jeff until I was around 25-27.
But damn I'm so in love with him. (: It's almost been a year.

Gosh. A year with Jeff. It doesn't seem that long and yet it does. Does that make sense? The thought of Jeff seems to do this to me haha.
I designed a tatoo that I'm going to get while in Las Vegas. It's going to be the words "Kiss My Scars." with a white rose underneath with a card on the rose saying "From Jeff." then the date that Holiday was.

Story behind the tatoo...

A white rose cos it's my favorite. (: But the "Kiss My Scars." is cos the day of Holiday I carved into both my arms. And for some reason at Holiday Jeff just happened to ask how my carving thing went and I told him. But then he started to kiss where my carvings where. It was then that I realized how much I was in love with him. Like I loved him before. But that was when I realized how in love with him I am. :D Also because he was and still is the only person to keep me from harming myself.


But basically I'm just really excited for the next couple of years. And of course my junior year. :D
I get to start driving! I get to go to SDA prom! And then NCHS prom! That is if me and Jeff still stay together and they don't end up on the same day like they did last may. o: That would suck.

But anyways I suppose I'm done here. D:

I now have a question for my readers...

A watermelon is full of water.
Wats a kumquat full of? xD

Haha I'm such a dorkk. (:

Bye!!!


Happy Summer 2010 :]

I Make It Rain :D

Why do I have a Lil Wayne song stuff in my head?
I wish it would rain tho D:

Like I know during the night time it's been nothing but rain. But it doesn't rain during the day D':
I want to dance in the rain. I want Jeff to come here and dance in the rain with me.

But sadly he has a life and a job D:
A job at the one restaurant I really don't like. Runza. Ewwie :P


Gosh I haven't blogged in a long time. And it will continue to be a while for I am leaving in 2 days D:
To Mrytle Beach. Yea sure it's cool. But a full week of the family being nothing but a huge facade.
Mom- "Okay everyone now smile for the camera and make everyone think we're the perfect family. :D"
Or how my mom forces me to wear ugly clothes that resemble hers. A few years ago when I was in therapy, the discusion about my clothes came up. My mom said "Well I just wish she would be honest with me when we go shopping so we don't waste money on clothes she'll never wear."

Yea look were THAT got us. Ever since then shopping has been a nightmare with her. I don't get why she can't just leave me alone and let me do wat I want. Seriously that has been one of my main roots of depression for how long? Her not accepting anything makes it worse.

But for real. On this vacation I'm not saying one word at all. Maybe a few words here and there. I'm just gonna get through this as quick as possible, smile for the stupid pictures that'll get uploaded on Facebook and not ever be looked at again.

Only reason I'm going is for my Kid Leather gloves. The gloves I have been wanting for like almost 2 years now. Ha. Kinda funny tho. Jim said my room had to be clean before we leave and I said "Why? It's not like you guys are gonna leave me anyways."
It's true. Plane tickets are paid for.

Yea sure. I'm always complaining how I wanna leave town. But not with my family. I wanna be free. Nebraska. Nebraska is not a place if I wanna be free.


I just wanna get my license, get Jeff, and just leave someday.
Like my Las Vegas plans.
I'm for real I don't care wat anyone says.
The day after graduation I'm getting in my car with clothes and other things I may need, and just gonna drive to Las Vegas for a while. I also wanna find the house I was born in in California.

It's gonna be amazing. Hopefully Jeff or someone can come with me.


Too bad for now, all I can do is dream. ):

Ugh Summer.

Well it's been my summer vacation for a while now.
So far I've been pretty bored.
All my friends have cars and can go drive. But I can't.

Ugh. I hate being a year younger! Hate..!!!


I'm done (:

2-Faced Bitch

Gee I would talk to your face. But I don't know which one to talk to.

Dessi's a bitch and cos of it she has no more Syracuse friends cos she can't be a honest friend and go a week without bitching and complaining and saying shit about anyone.
She talks shit about us to Amber, thinking she won't tell me.

Amber has been my friend for like 8-9 years. I'm pretty sure that if anyone was talking crap about me, Amber would tell me. And she has. Thank you Amber :D


But now Dessi is moving. I hope. I so hope. We all hate her and can't wait for her to leave.

Saying my butt is too huge for the rest of my body.
Alrighty. My ass isn't the one that spends all of my paychecks on McDonald's and my ass isn't the one where the size of it has doubled, almost tripled, in less than a month due to all the McDonald's.

And then calling me a whore? Yea I'm not the one who cheated.


Also pisses me off that she can't fight a fight. Wimp.
Amber even said that if she was in Dessi's position, she would be scared. Just cos when I'm pissed my strength like triples. I'm already pretty strong as it is.

And then saying she's prettier than me?
Her hair is fucked, her face is fucked, her whole body itself is fucked.
I believe I'm atleast "okay-looking."

Oh but she was texting me saying that she doesn't care that none of us like her. Bullshit. She texted Amber saying she was "depressed." Probably cos she has no one to go to now.
Bitch.


I guess she hasn't learned her lesson.

No more that for Kenna

I have no flippin clue in the world why I'm so suddenly hyper.
Let's go make a bomb! :D

And lemme just say..
I did NOT wake up in the morning feeling like P. Diddy D:<

My alarm went off and the song that came on was uhm...I dunno some song I haven't listened to for a while. But anyways I started screaming at it cursing that I don't like Tuesdays.
Which is true.

No no no...


My mommy is having surgery this Friday on her Uterus.
It sucks cos she won't be able to see me sing at contest this year since contest is this Friday.
And I'm singing such pretty songs for contest! D:


Bwahahaha. I wonder if Brandon got my message. Probably not.
Shall I ingore him at contest? Not that he gives a shit about me anyways.

Should I put my facebook on here? If I do, will I regret it cos of all the freaky people that read my blog?


P.S. Why is it called the iPad? Girls don't use it when they're on the rag. In fact, no one uses it...

Vent

I can't believe it.
He promised me and I hate it when people break promises.

Brandon.

He's back to smoking now.

I'm tired of him breaking his promises to me.
First I was the most amazing girl ever, then I'm still the most amazing girl but not in the girlfriend form, now he's back to smoking *again.*

I am actually debating on whether I stay friends with him.
If he wants to save his life and our friendship...

It's up to him...


That is all...

This stupid book.

My very religious grandma gave me a book a few days ago basically saying that I should wait until marriage.

This book is so stupid. I've read a few excerpts from it and my god it's boring. All these girls have one thing in common.
God.

They're all religious. I'm not.

I don't care wat my grandma wants or thinks, I don't feel like waiting until marriage and her trying to convince me with a stupid book that just lays there on my bedroom floor.

I'm glad she cares. It's more than a lot of my family members do. But her trying to drill it in my brain about STD's and staying pure until marriage is pissing me off.

I'm not dumb. I read wats going on in the world. I know about all that stuff.


It's ridiculous.

Eff.My.Life

Jaykay. But really. I *HATE* high school so much.
And yet I love it.

Like I'm so excited for Junior year next year...We get to pick our classes soon for Junior Year! Eek! And I turn 16 next year!! Yay!!!
And yet..it's the most important time for SAT and ACT...HATE!!! D:<>

And not to mention cheerleading...oh yea..I'm trying out...TryOuts are TOMORROW AFTERNOON. I wanna make it just cos that'll be huge for me. Oh yea weird girl Kenna made cheerleading.
But I hear there's a lot of drama in cheerleading. Oi...

Not to mention Drama started yesterday. I want one of these 3 parts. One I'm perfect for cos the girl is a total ditz. Yea I just insulted myself. But right now I don't care cos I am SPAZZING OUT!


I'm so bipolar when it comes to things like these..



Hopefully I have things squared out soon. D:

Pray for me! Dx
Even tho I'm not all that religious..


Peace and Love..

Am I too odd?

Well yea I know I'm not the most normal girl around. Very far from it actually.

There are lots of people who love me cos I'm psychotic.
But others..not necessarily "hate" me. But they don't care for me. And some are jealous, I know they are.

Imagine if people knew how I wanted to die and how I thought of my death.

I want to die by falling from a great height. I do not see it as suicide. Suicide is when you kill yourself because you think there is no way out. I know there is a way out, but this is how I want to die. Not right now of course...

Kira knows how I think of it and she's the same too. (I think she still is? o:)
Jeff doesn't want me to do it though. He thinks it's bad. It's not like I'm doing it soon. (As I said before..) I'll do it when I know it's my time.

Or how my way of having fun is weird to people. (Yea..T.P.-ing the girls' bathroom during lunch is fun. Plotting the demise of certain people is also fun.)


So tell me...

Why are people so judgemental? Why can't a lot of people accept one another?

Because we are human...

Yay!!!

I get to go to Europe!!!

I'm SO happy!!!


It's going to be so exciting.. :D


More details later..

Peace!

Truly.

I'm so incredibly alone.

Sometimes because of my age. In the sophomore class but really suppose to be a freshman. Everyone else starts driving during sophomore year. But not Kenna! D:<

Other times it's cos of my parents. Always thinking I'm the person I was a little bit over a year ago. Always sneaking out and going behind their backs. I'm not. D': So because they think that I rarely go out of town for more than a few hours with friends.

I wish I had a best friend who lived in town. Terra's the only best friend I can trust a lot of the times. Atleast she won't go behind my back and spread out my secrets. But she lives in Douglas. Long ways away.

I can trust Amber a lot of times too. But then usually Dessi or Natasha have to take her away from me.


And that PISSES me off!!
Amber was my friend first! They always take the friends I made first.

Aaron, Allen, Brandon, Amber, the list goes on.

Yea sure I've taken maybe 1 or 2 of their friends. I can't make a really good friend without them running off with them. Why can't they make their own friends? I promise not to steal them.


Partly debating on staying best friends with them. I dunno. Probably not. Kinda attached but not really.


I guess I'm just spewing out my feelings right now. No one really to talk to. Friday night and some people can go hang out with friends.


Another feelings I'm having is Jeff. Where IS he!?
I haven't talked to him in like over a week.

I know he has soccer practice but it doesn't last that long. And I'm sure he doesn't have THAT much homework..

I miss him too much. ):



I think I'm gonna end this blog now.
Night everyone..

Do Better?

Lately I have the song Do Better by Say Anything in my head.
iTunes recommended it for me and it has been like 2 years since I've listened to them.

But this song...it's not like their usual work. It really speaks to me.


"You can do better, You can do better. You can be the greatest man in the world."

Sure I'm not a man. But I guess it's saying to people that we should all try harder.

Which is true. I could try harder in a lot of things.
Maybe I should start.


It also says "You burn so brightly."

People have told me before that I am a bright person.
(Actually people said it more often when I was going through depression...Were they just trying to make me feel better or are other people that oblivious to things?)

I guess if I'm bright I should work a bit harder.
I guess I can try.


Do we all need to try harder these days?

Get me out of here.

Ever since I was little I knew everyone is destined for great things.
"Everyone is destined for great things but it takes a truly amazing person to do the great things."

My motto I made up..
I'm not sure if I will do great things.
But also when I was little I knew Syracuse was too small for a girl like me.

I wanna go on adventures and explore the world.


But will I end up like Murphy?
Murphy is from my favorite book series, Peaches by Jodi Lynn Anderson. She's exactly like me I swear. She's reckless and crazy and everyone wants to be around her.
But...she doesn't wanna stay in Bridgewater forever. Too small. But in the end of the 3rd and final book, Love And Peaches, she ends up missing Bridgewater and leaves New York for it.


I'm just wondering if I will end up missing this small town..


Who knows...

Ah! Jeff!? D:

I found out Jeff is in crutches.

Crutches!!?

Since yesterday! And I found out about half an hour ago! D:


My poor boyfriend!!

Stupid soccer. He rolled his ankle or something like that.
I wish I could be with him right now.
But I told Schweitzer to give him lots of love for me. :3


I hope Jeff gets better soon! D':

<3

YouTube is on pause!

I dunno if you guys watch my videos. I don't really care lol.

But...!
I can't make videos for a while. Well atleast not longer ones.

My SD card is busted!!

Seriously this is how it went down...

Chapter 1: Kenna deletes some stuff off her camera.
Chapter 2: Kenna turns her camera off and plugs it in to the wall charger.
Chapter 3: Hours later Kenna comes back to make a video but wait! It says "Card Error" on the screen.
Chapter 4: Kenna tries to fix it.
Chapter 5: Kenna's step dad tries to fix it.
Chapter 6: The next day Kenna's step dad says it's busted..
Chapter 7: Kenna screams "WTF!?" in her mind...


yea...

It's messed up. But I'm trying to pull through until I get a new SD card.

Well..

Peace! :D