Summer Bringing Changes...again..

Yea I think we all know summer brings changes for lots of people. I've changed a bit each summer for like the past 3 or 4 years...

4 years ago, I was shy, anti-social, had only 1 friend, and was a major girly girl.
Hard to believe right?

3 years ago, I turned into a whore who absolutely needed attention from every person in a 30 foot radius of me.
Eh not one I should be proud of.

2 years ago, I stopped being a whore and actually took pride in myself and gasp! I was smart in school!
That's amazing too.

Last summer, Suicidal. There was always something making me sad and empty inside.
Not something to be happy about.

This summer...still has a hint of last summer but I'm wearing brightly colored clothes. I have been ever since...Christmas break I think.

But like I'm saying I'm seeing changes in some of my friends too.
Some for good. Some...kinda creepy.

Like how Brandon is wearing eyeliner.
Personally I don't like it on him. Makes him look like he wants little kids but watevs it's his choice.

And Lacie. I swear her confidence has tripled since Freshman year. :D
Morki, Yea she's moved to Lincoln and I still miss her but she looks amazing ;D

But now my mind is still stuck on last summer with me being suicidal. Yes me and my mom didn't get along at all and I was suppose to go live in Georgia but couldn't cos she wouldn't let me. I'm starting to wonder wat caused this explosion of change. Like the butterfly effect. (I think that's wat it's called...) When something little has a big effect. Hm...Maybe it's cos I don't talk to Chris anymore.
(For those who don't know he was a guy I was supposedly "in love" with but I know realize he was all wrong for me)
Or cos in Junior High there's all this drama and then I got into High School and boop! No more drama :)
Then again it could have been with my parents giving me more freedom with the cell phone. I remember a huge change around Homecoming time.

All of these are good reasons I guess.
But my looks have also changed too.
Can't believe I would actually be saying this but my face actually makes me look...cute. Like my face has changed just a bit. Kinda like the girl everyone loves. That's wat I see when I look in the mirror now. Last night I was giggling cos I thought I looked cute. Which is kinda weird but I couldn't stop.

So yea. Summer is bring me changes. All for the good of me :)

Song: Idaho
Artist: Nerina Pallot
Album: Fires

(For those who don't know, Nerina wrote that song that got her out of depression so yea it sorta kinda fits right now :D)