This Bitch Is Dead.

She's coming back.
She hates it in Alabama. Obviously this is God saying "Kenna. Go kick her ass."

I found out she made up lies about our fight to her mom. She lied to her mom saying that I made all this shit up to start something cos I was "bored."

Why the fuck would I do that!?


She would stay down there if she was smart. But then again she was never that smart. I mean come on. She talked shit about a psycho bitch that can easily kick her ass. (:

I'm pumped. Even if she does switch to NCHS I'll still see her and put her in the hospital. :D

Heh. I will savor kicking her ass. :]

Amends

Kaelyb and I have made amends.
2 blog posts will be missing.

That is all.

It's Midnight,

Yea. I'ts like 12:45 am.
I got my junior year class schedule!!!
Yay! I got everything I wanted this year. (:

1st Period: Strength and Fitness-Mr. Hrabik.
2nd Period: English 3-Mrs. Brockman.
3rd Period: College Algebra-Mrs. Pester.
4th Period: Chorus-Ms. Poe.
5th Period: American History-Mr. Sayer.
6th Period: Human Anatomy-Mrs. Volkmer.
7th Period: T.A. for Mrs. Brockman.
8th Period: Spanish 3: Mrs. Mohr.

I really want my Junior Year to be amazing. (:
I've made progress this past year.

I don't carve anymore.
I've made so many new and fantastic friends.
I've got an amazing boyfriend.

No more drama. Just peace, love, and partying. ;D
Hahaha.

Goodnight everyone. (: <3

Let's Blow This Popsicle Stand.

Ugh. The closer it gets to the time I leave for Las Vegas, the more excited I'm getting. It's a little less than 2 years away and I'm way too pumped. D:
But it will be amazing. Not to mention that when I'm done in Las Vegas I might have to go to Missouri for a day or 2 to be in my friend's wedding. I think it's in Missouri. o:

But he's getting married at 20 and his fiancee Heather is going to be 18 when the wedding comes. And I sit here thinking "Isn't that a little young?"
Honestly I wouldn't marry Jeff until I was around 25-27.
But damn I'm so in love with him. (: It's almost been a year.

Gosh. A year with Jeff. It doesn't seem that long and yet it does. Does that make sense? The thought of Jeff seems to do this to me haha.
I designed a tatoo that I'm going to get while in Las Vegas. It's going to be the words "Kiss My Scars." with a white rose underneath with a card on the rose saying "From Jeff." then the date that Holiday was.

Story behind the tatoo...

A white rose cos it's my favorite. (: But the "Kiss My Scars." is cos the day of Holiday I carved into both my arms. And for some reason at Holiday Jeff just happened to ask how my carving thing went and I told him. But then he started to kiss where my carvings where. It was then that I realized how much I was in love with him. Like I loved him before. But that was when I realized how in love with him I am. :D Also because he was and still is the only person to keep me from harming myself.


But basically I'm just really excited for the next couple of years. And of course my junior year. :D
I get to start driving! I get to go to SDA prom! And then NCHS prom! That is if me and Jeff still stay together and they don't end up on the same day like they did last may. o: That would suck.

But anyways I suppose I'm done here. D:

I now have a question for my readers...

A watermelon is full of water.
Wats a kumquat full of? xD

Haha I'm such a dorkk. (:

Bye!!!


Happy Summer 2010 :]

I Make It Rain :D

Why do I have a Lil Wayne song stuff in my head?
I wish it would rain tho D:

Like I know during the night time it's been nothing but rain. But it doesn't rain during the day D':
I want to dance in the rain. I want Jeff to come here and dance in the rain with me.

But sadly he has a life and a job D:
A job at the one restaurant I really don't like. Runza. Ewwie :P


Gosh I haven't blogged in a long time. And it will continue to be a while for I am leaving in 2 days D:
To Mrytle Beach. Yea sure it's cool. But a full week of the family being nothing but a huge facade.
Mom- "Okay everyone now smile for the camera and make everyone think we're the perfect family. :D"
Or how my mom forces me to wear ugly clothes that resemble hers. A few years ago when I was in therapy, the discusion about my clothes came up. My mom said "Well I just wish she would be honest with me when we go shopping so we don't waste money on clothes she'll never wear."

Yea look were THAT got us. Ever since then shopping has been a nightmare with her. I don't get why she can't just leave me alone and let me do wat I want. Seriously that has been one of my main roots of depression for how long? Her not accepting anything makes it worse.

But for real. On this vacation I'm not saying one word at all. Maybe a few words here and there. I'm just gonna get through this as quick as possible, smile for the stupid pictures that'll get uploaded on Facebook and not ever be looked at again.

Only reason I'm going is for my Kid Leather gloves. The gloves I have been wanting for like almost 2 years now. Ha. Kinda funny tho. Jim said my room had to be clean before we leave and I said "Why? It's not like you guys are gonna leave me anyways."
It's true. Plane tickets are paid for.

Yea sure. I'm always complaining how I wanna leave town. But not with my family. I wanna be free. Nebraska. Nebraska is not a place if I wanna be free.


I just wanna get my license, get Jeff, and just leave someday.
Like my Las Vegas plans.
I'm for real I don't care wat anyone says.
The day after graduation I'm getting in my car with clothes and other things I may need, and just gonna drive to Las Vegas for a while. I also wanna find the house I was born in in California.

It's gonna be amazing. Hopefully Jeff or someone can come with me.


Too bad for now, all I can do is dream. ):

Ugh Summer.

Well it's been my summer vacation for a while now.
So far I've been pretty bored.
All my friends have cars and can go drive. But I can't.

Ugh. I hate being a year younger! Hate..!!!


I'm done (:

2-Faced Bitch

Gee I would talk to your face. But I don't know which one to talk to.

Dessi's a bitch and cos of it she has no more Syracuse friends cos she can't be a honest friend and go a week without bitching and complaining and saying shit about anyone.
She talks shit about us to Amber, thinking she won't tell me.

Amber has been my friend for like 8-9 years. I'm pretty sure that if anyone was talking crap about me, Amber would tell me. And she has. Thank you Amber :D


But now Dessi is moving. I hope. I so hope. We all hate her and can't wait for her to leave.

Saying my butt is too huge for the rest of my body.
Alrighty. My ass isn't the one that spends all of my paychecks on McDonald's and my ass isn't the one where the size of it has doubled, almost tripled, in less than a month due to all the McDonald's.

And then calling me a whore? Yea I'm not the one who cheated.


Also pisses me off that she can't fight a fight. Wimp.
Amber even said that if she was in Dessi's position, she would be scared. Just cos when I'm pissed my strength like triples. I'm already pretty strong as it is.

And then saying she's prettier than me?
Her hair is fucked, her face is fucked, her whole body itself is fucked.
I believe I'm atleast "okay-looking."

Oh but she was texting me saying that she doesn't care that none of us like her. Bullshit. She texted Amber saying she was "depressed." Probably cos she has no one to go to now.
Bitch.


I guess she hasn't learned her lesson.