This stupid book.

My very religious grandma gave me a book a few days ago basically saying that I should wait until marriage.

This book is so stupid. I've read a few excerpts from it and my god it's boring. All these girls have one thing in common.
God.

They're all religious. I'm not.

I don't care wat my grandma wants or thinks, I don't feel like waiting until marriage and her trying to convince me with a stupid book that just lays there on my bedroom floor.

I'm glad she cares. It's more than a lot of my family members do. But her trying to drill it in my brain about STD's and staying pure until marriage is pissing me off.

I'm not dumb. I read wats going on in the world. I know about all that stuff.


It's ridiculous.

Eff.My.Life

Jaykay. But really. I *HATE* high school so much.
And yet I love it.

Like I'm so excited for Junior year next year...We get to pick our classes soon for Junior Year! Eek! And I turn 16 next year!! Yay!!!
And yet..it's the most important time for SAT and ACT...HATE!!! D:<>

And not to mention cheerleading...oh yea..I'm trying out...TryOuts are TOMORROW AFTERNOON. I wanna make it just cos that'll be huge for me. Oh yea weird girl Kenna made cheerleading.
But I hear there's a lot of drama in cheerleading. Oi...

Not to mention Drama started yesterday. I want one of these 3 parts. One I'm perfect for cos the girl is a total ditz. Yea I just insulted myself. But right now I don't care cos I am SPAZZING OUT!


I'm so bipolar when it comes to things like these..



Hopefully I have things squared out soon. D:

Pray for me! Dx
Even tho I'm not all that religious..


Peace and Love..